once again i'm back after a long vacation from blogging ...
i really wanna emphasize, Emptiness is created by God, nothing can fill it, we can about working, studying, watching videos, doing our daily stuffs, but we can never fill tat emptiness, that void in our hearts. jeremiah 29:11 - For God knows his thoughts towards us, thoughts to prosper and not to harm us. i used to reject God, i used to think that christians are psychos, who psycho ppl to join their religion, but Jesus didn't come to establish a religion, He came to restore the relationship when adam and eve fell into sin. Jesus came to show us the way for He is the way the truth and the life. I don't care what my friends say about me, i really wanna help, i've been saying jesus can help because He helped me and i speak from experience. it's really up to them to make their decisions, i have no say, i can only offer a solution, they take it or not, their choice man !!!
Monday, October 26, 2009
Monday, June 1, 2009
what my passion ??? suddenly this question came out of my mind reading some of my friends blog. her blog is so filled with things of God, and here i am in a roller coaster ride in my walk. people see me walking well, but no i'm not. i've been too comfortable as a sheep as a cell member that church has become a place where it's about fun. i hate it when i do not break down in God's presence like how it use to be. i hate it when i think like a non-believer sometimes.
my studies is also heading nowhere! thats the worst that can ever happen to me, a student who shocked his whole family literally when people thought i'm lousy. i'm certainly not as stupid as they think, because they choose to see me that way, i can't do anything to that but to go on with what i'm doing. i've realised, the moment i advanced to poly, the passion for my studies had sailed away, almost becoming another titanic. SERIOUSLY what has happen to me!
i find myself exercising more frequently with my hands and mouth, using chopsticks, forks and spoons rather than with my weights or going out for jog or swimming. where has that motivation to exercise gone to??? where's my passion?!!! will the dream to climb mount everest be a dream forever? i hope not SERIOUSLY HOPE NOT ...
my studies is also heading nowhere! thats the worst that can ever happen to me, a student who shocked his whole family literally when people thought i'm lousy. i'm certainly not as stupid as they think, because they choose to see me that way, i can't do anything to that but to go on with what i'm doing. i've realised, the moment i advanced to poly, the passion for my studies had sailed away, almost becoming another titanic. SERIOUSLY what has happen to me!
i find myself exercising more frequently with my hands and mouth, using chopsticks, forks and spoons rather than with my weights or going out for jog or swimming. where has that motivation to exercise gone to??? where's my passion?!!! will the dream to climb mount everest be a dream forever? i hope not SERIOUSLY HOPE NOT ...
Saturday, April 25, 2009
hey morning folks !!! here typing from downtown area the golden sims drive !!! =)
lately i haven't been reaching out to my friends, i guess the reason is not just because i talk nonsense all the time, it probably is the reason, but the real reason is that i just don't have patience.
when i tell them about how God cares and love them, the end result could be ... there's no result!
But do i reach out to them out of love, or do i not reach out because i don't see any results
if i love them i should focus on loving them instead of seeing failure !!!
lately i haven't been reaching out to my friends, i guess the reason is not just because i talk nonsense all the time, it probably is the reason, but the real reason is that i just don't have patience.
when i tell them about how God cares and love them, the end result could be ... there's no result!
But do i reach out to them out of love, or do i not reach out because i don't see any results
if i love them i should focus on loving them instead of seeing failure !!!
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
how i wish my friends will listen to me when i share my faith with them. probably 99% of all my friends mock don't believe it at all! sadly the friends tat really know me and are close to me are my non-christian friends, they've known me before i became a christian. those brothers that i cycle with in my sec school days, sell ice cream with, work together in the same company, cycled in to sentosa without paying any $$ at all done crazy things together, cycling the whole of singapore.
i always pray that they will hear me out, but they make fun of it. sometimes they are good, they don't disturb my believes, most of the time they would. they don't know how much it affects me, i just don't show people the weak side of me. people probably see me as a strong person, but i am hurt very easily, i just don't show!
i prayed for opportunities, i prayed for holy spirit to guide me, only to realise tat nothing had happen. when i go night cycling with them, i told them my testimony, they know it, they know i don't use vulgarity and watch whatever dirty stuffs i used to watch in the past. but why is it that they still do not believe.
God enlighten me amen !
i always pray that they will hear me out, but they make fun of it. sometimes they are good, they don't disturb my believes, most of the time they would. they don't know how much it affects me, i just don't show people the weak side of me. people probably see me as a strong person, but i am hurt very easily, i just don't show!
i prayed for opportunities, i prayed for holy spirit to guide me, only to realise tat nothing had happen. when i go night cycling with them, i told them my testimony, they know it, they know i don't use vulgarity and watch whatever dirty stuffs i used to watch in the past. but why is it that they still do not believe.
God enlighten me amen !
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
Friday, March 13, 2009
was wondering to myself, why am i praying for my friends to see them not being saved in the end. pray that they will come for service or cell, in the end they don't. why am i praying for an unanswered prayer !
well don't care la i already ask them and have told them about god, they don't come, end up in wherever, it's their problem.
have been asking God to send salvation to my grandaunt. she's very old already and at the peak of her life. the problem is i can't evangelise to her when my uncle is also present. but the holy spirit spoke to me just now. u can try evangelising, well u've gotta do it while u can, it's just once and if she goes without Jesus in her life, she going down man. if my uncle knows it, the most he could do is chase me out of his house. if i don't try, i'll never succeed.
God be my strength just as You are the source of strength for david when he is weary. Amen
well don't care la i already ask them and have told them about god, they don't come, end up in wherever, it's their problem.
have been asking God to send salvation to my grandaunt. she's very old already and at the peak of her life. the problem is i can't evangelise to her when my uncle is also present. but the holy spirit spoke to me just now. u can try evangelising, well u've gotta do it while u can, it's just once and if she goes without Jesus in her life, she going down man. if my uncle knows it, the most he could do is chase me out of his house. if i don't try, i'll never succeed.
God be my strength just as You are the source of strength for david when he is weary. Amen
Thursday, March 12, 2009
WHAT THE HECK! woke up 7am, went toilet to do my business, next go to bed again and i felt hungry. tried to ignore the hunger but it persist on so much that i couldn't sleep AT ALL ! didn't have much choice, woke up cycled to macdonalds!!!! wat a waste of time, well at least now can try doing qt early.
Saturday, March 7, 2009
the will of God
what is the will of God in my life, seriously i don't know. i am discovery it, everyone who follows God is. yea i sound very emo now but i'm not, don't worry.
scarly God ask me to be someone of great irritance to irritate people to heaven ah ... WOW ... lol tats lame and more than lame! no such thing!
it is my dream to be rich and to help the poor, but i always question myself, if i really make it big, will i be stingy, i hope not man. i wanna invest into people's life and seeing them change. i wanna ...
there are so many things i want to do, but i'm only just one person, i can use naruto's ninja technic to multiply myself to several chikoon and go around doing different things right !!!
well it's my prayer that God grants me grace and priviledge to know his calling on my life
scarly God ask me to be someone of great irritance to irritate people to heaven ah ... WOW ... lol tats lame and more than lame! no such thing!
it is my dream to be rich and to help the poor, but i always question myself, if i really make it big, will i be stingy, i hope not man. i wanna invest into people's life and seeing them change. i wanna ...
there are so many things i want to do, but i'm only just one person, i can use naruto's ninja technic to multiply myself to several chikoon and go around doing different things right !!!
well it's my prayer that God grants me grace and priviledge to know his calling on my life
Friday, March 6, 2009
if God is an awesome God, why am i spending most of my time not praying and reading the bible ?
i'm not what people think i am, i don spend much time with God. yes i read the bible everyday well sometimes don but rarely, so does it mean i am spending time with God?
kenneth told me something today about us being a steward. and that we have to give an account to God about the time we use, am i gonna say God i used my time playing my games and slacking and wasting my time, or am i gonna say God, i spend my time reading the bible, taking up new talents, doing things for your kingdom. i had enough computers, staying up late, doing nothing practically!
it's time man, each day i have to grow, i have to be stronger from the day before. (luke 9:62 But jesus said to him, "No one, having put his hand to the plow, and looking back, is fit for the kingdom of God.") let me grow each day, grow everyday and spending more time with my father in heaven! and praying for my friends to not only get saved, but also to be blessed!
i'm not what people think i am, i don spend much time with God. yes i read the bible everyday well sometimes don but rarely, so does it mean i am spending time with God?
kenneth told me something today about us being a steward. and that we have to give an account to God about the time we use, am i gonna say God i used my time playing my games and slacking and wasting my time, or am i gonna say God, i spend my time reading the bible, taking up new talents, doing things for your kingdom. i had enough computers, staying up late, doing nothing practically!
it's time man, each day i have to grow, i have to be stronger from the day before. (luke 9:62 But jesus said to him, "No one, having put his hand to the plow, and looking back, is fit for the kingdom of God.") let me grow each day, grow everyday and spending more time with my father in heaven! and praying for my friends to not only get saved, but also to be blessed!
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
hey guys after being MIA for not sure how long, i'm back!!! just remembered terminator he says "i'll be back"
well same goes for Jesus he too says he will be back! BUT FOR REAL
imagine one day while u were sleeping, and someone wearing a sunglass come out to u and you are serving in a counter. After a conversation, he says he will be back and then next thing you know, you're dead when the person knocks u down with a car (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C8I4zFSipKs), where do u think u will go ? OF COURSE NO SUCH THING WILL HAPPEN, but seriously, where do u think u will go if u were to die?
i wasn't a believer at 1st i started off thinking tat i worship no God, i'm myself, just me and myself. sadly many people in the world are thinking like this. "THERE IS A FAITH PROVED OF MORE WORTH THAN GOLD"
realised a faith not many faith, i serve the one and only God now and i wanna be someone not just of great faith but also of works.
If u think that in life u work because of the people around u, u wanna bring joy to them by working. OR, if u think that life is without purpose. There are purposes in your life! God loves u he has a purpose in your life. His love is demonstrated in john 3:16!
thats all i have today, tomor might post somemore.
if tomor no post then the day after
if the day after still no post then the day after that
if still don't have, the list goes on infinite times =)
well same goes for Jesus he too says he will be back! BUT FOR REAL
imagine one day while u were sleeping, and someone wearing a sunglass come out to u and you are serving in a counter. After a conversation, he says he will be back and then next thing you know, you're dead when the person knocks u down with a car (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C8I4zFSipKs), where do u think u will go ? OF COURSE NO SUCH THING WILL HAPPEN, but seriously, where do u think u will go if u were to die?
i wasn't a believer at 1st i started off thinking tat i worship no God, i'm myself, just me and myself. sadly many people in the world are thinking like this. "THERE IS A FAITH PROVED OF MORE WORTH THAN GOLD"
realised a faith not many faith, i serve the one and only God now and i wanna be someone not just of great faith but also of works.
If u think that in life u work because of the people around u, u wanna bring joy to them by working. OR, if u think that life is without purpose. There are purposes in your life! God loves u he has a purpose in your life. His love is demonstrated in john 3:16!
thats all i have today, tomor might post somemore.
if tomor no post then the day after
if the day after still no post then the day after that
if still don't have, the list goes on infinite times =)
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